From Issue 20: "Excerpt from Americana" by Thea Matthews (Poetry)

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As I read Thea Matthew's work, I'm drawn into the nearly magnetic rhythm of the imagery. The multiple sections of it became our longer work for this issue because much like the words themselves the sections bleed into each other and for me, inform both the violence and the redemption of past, present, and future history. 

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Excerpt From Americana

 

by Thea Matthews

 

Weeping blood        on white      a silent letter      a loud noun  

fracture         in the mouth          abscess infected           gums 

bleed      of valor of tyranny       the deception of purity     lies     

hung          under a thunderous         omnipotent sky         the 

fracture         in the mouth          abscess infected           gums 

this country since            1776          a pitchfork rakes red skin   

makes black blister     America    a new constellation in the heavens     

bleed      of valor of tyranny       the deception of purity     lies     

a brigade of brutality      an eye closed shoots        the sanctity

of barbarity and life          cannot coexist          lips unstitched

hung          under a thunderous         omnipotent sky         the

savagery       sanctioned by state       here     the evolution    of 

savages        in tricorn hats         rifles        stuffed with cotton

 

                                          ****

Together        we stare at a barren tree        by land seemingly

untouched          the thing about molestation is       that often

one cannot see                                         the internal bruising 

the skin smooth                   a calm river calms us        remains

untouched          the thing about molestation is       that often

death is like death                a barren tree is like a barren tree

a summer’s twilight       precipitates veins        of coral billows 

one cannot see                                         the internal bruising  

rape is like rape      an eagle soars across the sky        its wings

flap above a slanted pole           a sign to be brave         to feel 

the skin smooth                   a calm river calms us        remains

the beloved of stars                 stripes                      with flames 

blazing from gut to mouth        God be with us         as we rise

 

                                          ****

Another one      gunned down       victory for white     the flag 

raised on a pole        blue eyes crowned        stars       tumble-

weed      into thick clumps    of blood-soaked hair    billboard

showgirls try to hide     genocide with concealer    a black boy

raised on a pole        blue eyes crowned        stars        tumble-

weed        into blonde bomb shells        a fedora led a lynching 

yesterday today        a cop       guilty for murder       lies in the 

weed      into thick clumps    of blood-soaked hair    billboard 

each tier       a lost language      a ruptured artery      the space 

between          being hunted         and celebrated          comely

showgirls try to hide   genocide with concealer     a black boy

rarely seen    red stripes     mark     danger   a combover ruled

ruined        I see him again         homegrown hate       prevails  

 

                                          ****

They came for promise        claimed this land          Sanctuary

they came    for the dreams    within dreams     within dreams

called this         land of the free          and the home        of the brave   

do not        trust the pilgrim        stiff cloth       a burning cross           

they came    for the dreams    within dreams     within dreams

Jamestown to Plymouth          blood to fragment         souls to

splinter           split a people          under the gleam of triumph   

called this         land of the free          and the home        of the brave   

all I         see      is torture       a legacy       a splintered cabinet 

of porcelain          a spark of a dull match         the wick flared 

do not        trust the pilgrim        stiff cloth       a burning cross           

skin boiling beneath uniforms        fear fatal      this greed kills        

but you          already know this            take            the scissors

 

                                          ****

Slash each star            stare         into each  incision          state     

district          settlement         revoked           beneath the rocks     

amazing grace       how sweet the sound       thought       I had to die      

to live       I once was lost        but now I’m found       deep within a

district          settlement         revoked           beneath the rocks     

the damned      have been boxed        liberty is liberty       not 

a euphemism            for enslavement of the body              now 

amazing grace       how sweet the sound       thought       I had to die      

a slow suicide           in a country of commercialized politicians 

clamoring for attention             a torrent of abuse            I live 

to live       I once was lost        but now I’m found       deep within a

trench                  opening of an eye              what does it mean 

 an abolished state      a nation reconfigured         I cut straight

 

                                          ****

I am       a river running         through each        heft of fabric

I am       an echoing      dream     tormenting white     in still 

waters     a shallow night          the air thickened      by revolt   

I am        on the edge     watching      waiting    time to strike

I am       an echoing      dream     tormenting white     in still 

waters     between lips       of Lady Liberty       the last breath   

rub silence      in between fingers    until       threads     break 

waters       a shallow night         the air thickened      by revolt   

punched walls       throwaway fractures        glare         I lean

against the door       nonchalant       post murder         to stars  

I am        on the edge      watching      waiting     time to strike

fear burns my gut         threatens my voice            yet my feet 

move to the chant      of my people         today        tomorrow 

 

***

reprinted with the permission of the poet

Thea Matthews has this to say about her work:

Americana emerged as a series of poems bearing the same title. As an anti-long poem and manuscript in-progress, these incendiary poems interrogate U.S. history, as well as the questions: what does it truly mean to be of this country, to be an American. What is Justice? What is Liberty? In writing these poems, I cross-examine the evidence of U.S. past and present times; and implore erasure as well as ekphrastism to strip traditional American folk and colonial art bare until one only sees the complex truth of our value system.  

Born and raised in San Francisco, CA, poet Thea Matthews (she/her) is an author, educator; and currently an MFA Poetry candidate at New York University. theamatthews.com; Instagram: @theamatthews_. 

Photo credit: Coskun Caglayan