My Therapist Tells Me to Go for a Walk in the Woods
If something is broken in me, it’s my admiration for forests. They remind me of the windblown
boyfriends I refused to bring home–– sludgy, tousled brutes, their bark-carved names
now callused over and forgotten, pastless as this spectacle of petals dotting the grass.
I’ve been too long without nature, its nagging, uncut lawn. I’m simple, utilitarian
as cast iron cracked over the neighbor man’s head. Beauty’s none of my business.
Amy Thatcher (she/her)
Amy Thatcher’s debut poetry collection, Weird Girl, won the The Journal’s 2025 Charles B Wheeler Prize, to be published by the Ohio State University Press in February 2027.
This poem, like many of my poems, is very place-based in the working class neighborhoods of Philadelphia, where nature is a foreign element. Although the speaker of the poem is situated in a pastoral setting, she harbors a very Philadelphia-esque suspicion of ornamentation, sentimentality, and emotional availability. Her stubborn resistance to the esoteric concept of pastoral healing is a testament to her own hard fought ability to heal, and quite literally, callus over the past.