Plague

When I set up the feeder          the birds came 
like leaves in wind so many
I felt subsumed by them made small one cell
in a body one word in the Iliad one bit
in an infinite string of code like living
in a world dying of plague each death tolled
in numbers & graphs in the nightly knell
of names read aloud singular-then-blurred
so many I had not thought death
had undone so many

I could not fathom those numbers or imagine
so many birds in the world
nor feral cats a long feline line flowing
like water along the back fence & sometimes
gazing back with amber eyes into mine
nor could I have imagined the river of rats
running ahead of those claws but it was
mostly the birds & the cats then
in the last months the foxes a pair of them
silent faces white & taut under the moon
such radiant triangles

Rebecca Foust (she/her)

Photo Credit: William Harvey

Rebecca Foust won the 2024 James Dickey Prize and the 2023 New Ohio Review Prize and is the author of Only (Four Way Books 2023) and Shine & Blur, from Backbone Press.

Author Note:

This poem was written during the pandemic when I was rereading 1984 and is from a new chapbook forthcoming from Backbone Press, Shine & Blur, that uses the lens of the love story between Winston and Julia to focus on the disturbing parallels between Orwell’s totalitarian dystopia and our own emerging political landscape. I wanted to capture what I was feeling then, a kind of overwhelming lived objective correlative in which the natural world felt overwhelmingly indifferent and even hostile to human interests.

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