report from the field: no wheat, but a house with a sugar maple. we could have syrup kisses for breakfast,
sir. there are birds with their empty words & I’m eager to execute with a sword for a tongue, sir. the tree
bleeds. the tree bleeds its leaves. sir, the leaves lap at my edges. my good boots are stained & no amount of polish
will restore the steel toes, sir. there’s no one to gather the leaves in their arms & burn them like a lover, sir.
there’s no passage free of pixelated headlines. sir, about the war: there’s no one here for me to stamp out
like stray embers. couldn’t locate any sunflowers either. but, sir, there’s a bower we could cower in
together. shoot down the tree, sir. swing your sword like a golf club, substitute horror for hero. in the arbor, I
found a fork & then I stuck it into a gaping socket. I branded my palm with foreign fingers. your
hand can still find a home there, sir. let those birds binge on cloud until their eggs hatch. let them have their piece by piece
babies & their all at once babies. their babies fat as butternut squash. sir, let’s blow a hole in the sky.
Panika M. C. Dillon (she/her)
Panika M. C. Dillon is a legislative reporter at the Texas Capitol, a major medical foster for Austin Pets Alive!, and a crew leader at the Kerrville Folk Festival; she holds an MFA from Sarah Lawrence College with upcoming publications in Heavy Feather Review, the Militant Humanist and CT Poetry Society.
This poem lives at the intersection of 3 roads: a project to create a piece inspired by each tarot card, a distance love poem with a tree at its center and the war in Ukraine. The tarot’s archetypal imagery serves as scaffolding to allow readers as many entry points as possible. The tree between the speaker and the audience came to me while walking my dogs. Military command structure engenders a love from subordinates to their commanding officers which provided the piece with purpose once I added sunflowers. The page of swords loves your inner Kafka very much, sergeant.